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Old Apr 05, 2010, 01:12 AM
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Hmmmmmmmmmm
((((((((((Googley))))))))))))
Lots of things come to mind (take what you want, leave the rest)...
I don't know your age.... I've dealt with school off and on over the last ...ohhhh... since 1995 - and am just about to graduate once again (next month). and i am in overwhelm. with a final. and was just in the ER for panic.
soooo...
what I am saying is a lot of contradictory things :
depression bites. it does. i grapple with it too. and as Sky pointed out to me once, DEPRESSION LIES TO YOU. it does. and it takes soooooooo much blasted strenght to push thru it... strenght depression makes you feel like you don't have.

Your feelings are your feelings. they are valid. they are yours and only you know what you can do or can't do.

but... do you REALLY know - deep down - what you can do? or are you listening to depression? Personally, I believe in you and your abilities, and that you can do what you need to. Be that school full time, or not. I've done both; school full time in overwhelm, school half time in overwhelm... dropped out... went back... graduated full time in no overwhelm... started a masters program... blah blah...

and omg it sucks not having support or feeling like your support is lacking. *looks around to make sure t is not reading this*.

but you can push all that away and push for the goal if you *can* -healthwise
or you can take alternate steps and hope to finish later (took me 9 years to finish my 4 yr degree, and now 3 years to finish my one year masters degree)....

I'm not making sense. sorry - meds. but i am hoping you can get the *essence* of what I am trying to say thru osmosis....

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Thanks for this!
googley, sittingatwatersedge