Kiya, you're such a victim of a screwed up system, almost a case study of what's wrong (with the system). You seem to be not quite here, nor quite there as far as the system is concerned. It's horrible you had to end up in the ER when that could've been prevented.

I'm encouraged by your post about taking a week off; you sound in a better mood. I hope that is so.

Soon, though you'll be totally under the new T and clinic and have greater stability and support--true?