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Originally Posted by angie2716 Ok I go to church and everything. But right now I'm having so many doubts of why is God putting me through all of this. What have I ever done to deserve it. I pray and pray and pray and none of my preyers get answered. I just don't know how much longer I can suffer. All the things I do to myself. Is it a test? Why isn't he here for me when I need him? I just have so many unanswered questions!

Mental problems, "feeling" problems, are just as physical as a cough or a cold. God is no more "punishing you" than God gives you a cold or the flu. And sometimes he's just busy and has to prioritize. Maybe that's a message. A message to you that you need to get your friends and therapist to help you, that it's not serious enough for Him. You may feel really terrible, but you'd feel really terrible with a three-day grippe and at the same time know that it won't last forever. I'm a believer too, a believer with issues like yours, but I really think He wants me to fix myself and not leave it up to Him.