My GP knows about the suicidal thoughts hence new meds and also she signed me off from work for 1 month. I am due to go back next week but I don't know if she will say yes to that.

No way in getting another counsellor as the waiting list for a psychologist is 1 year and there is no FREE counselling services. I have actually no money so I can not afford to pay to see a counsellor etc.

I speak to you guys and also The Samaritians too!! So I guess you guys are my counsellors as are The Samaritians