I do agree with what some of the other posts say. Time does heal all wounds. Today, you might not agree with that, but trust me it does get easier. Crying can really help. What ever you do make sure that you take time to heal and become healthy again. I have an ex that every time I talk to him, no matter how hard I try, it devastates me. I am still in love with him, and I probably always will be.

I wish you the best of luck~~