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Old Apr 05, 2010, 06:57 PM
estrella estrella is offline
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I always want to be alone; when I can't, I get very upset and throw what I'm told is 'attitude.'
I always feel worthless, unimportant, unwanted, and resented by everyone.
I always prefer to not talk; when I have to, I sound uninterested in the topic.

My mother says that this is not psychological; that I am okay with talking to my brothers, an online friends that makes me happy, but never with her. I can laugh at times, but when I talk to my friends, the things they say rub me the wrong way. I don't like talking to them.

I always think I'm to blame for the things that go on.
I always tell myself that I don't deserve to eat, or to live.
I always tell myself that 'I want to die.'
I am planning the best, pain-free way to end my life.
I'm a waste of space and she would be better off without me ruining her life.

But it's not psychological, is it?