Hello & Welcome, Estrella!
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Originally Posted by estrella
I always think I'm to blame for the things that go on.
I always tell myself that I don't deserve to eat, or to live.
I always tell myself that 'I want to die.'
I am planning the best, pain-free way to end my life.
I'm a waste of space and she would be better off without me ruining her life.
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Estrella, I think you need to talk to a trained counselor now. Call a
crisis line (
additional source), see a doctor, do not wait.
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My dog
mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.