I had an awful session today. I think my T and I are at an impasse because of something I know he said about a month ago (journaled about it the day of), and he has no recall of it, nor does he think he ever would say something like it. Since it is important, I am not sure where to go from here. He said I might have a different perception of what he might have said, blah blah blah. Except that I have an EXCELLENT memory esp. for important things, and this is very important.

I am bringing in my journal entry with the direct quote of what he said, but I think he is going to say something like he said today, how there is no point in trying to recreate something he doesn't remember. This has happened only a few other times about less important things, and he is a very good T. But for the first time ever I just wanted to leave mid-session and not come back. How has anyone else dealt with this? I know I need to talk to him more, but I am still working on trusting him anyway, and now I trust him pretty much not at all.