My husband has cheated on me since 2004to 2010 with my son turtior whom worked with my husband at the library.One day he left his email on and i look through it.I found out they had sex and done most of everything that to people that are truly in love would do.my husband suffer with kindney disease now thats not really that bad,but since 2009 of nov he has not slept with me nor touch me at all.He promise me that there were no communication between them two anymore but ,I have found that to be a lie.i ask him to have sex with me because i need that and he stated that his mind isn't there anymore.we have one son 10yrs old.i am tried and just don't know what to do please he.I cry every night and also have had thoughts abouting to her house and doing something bad just because she has taken my husband away from me,going to her house has just been a thought this is not something truly i would do simmply because i don't want to lose my child.Anyone that cangive me advise please do.