since we all seem to be a good bunch of feeling anxious while waiting for Ts to reply to us, maybe we could set up a hang out to distract us in the meantime?

in a particularly ridiculous waiting-anxiety situation, i txted austin-t 4 minutes ago and he hasn't replied. of course this means he is fed up with me. we had an appt today at 10:30, and he txted me at 10:27 to ask if i was coming (i'd told him last week to cancel, he said he'd keep it open) and i replied saying "no, sorry i wasn't clear about this last week". and usually he replies saying something like "no worries" or whatever, but today he didn't. so i sent him a message about 10mins later asking if we could reschedule and he hasn't replied to that either now.

ugh. im going to hide my phone because i can just feel it radiating hate in my direction. i really really hate relationships and i really really hate communication.