PTSD can get in the way of everything in your life. Sometimes I feel like I might be making it, then I can't hardly conduct a conversation. I can't sleep, eat, or work to my potential. I keep 'faking it til I make it', but I think that this just masks the problem. When I try to talk about it with doctors, it seems like it scares them. After many years, I think my children are starting to catch on. This makes me sad.