Group Hug!

Allalone, my heart goes out to you so very much... I think your husband is being quite the jerk when it comes to depression - though I realize it can be hard for people to understand who have not experienced it for themselves. Remember, Depression is Not a Choice! I just heard that today in class, and I almost cried right there... because I do to myself, what your husband does to you. I keep thinking I should just be able to give myself a little shake, and throw it off, be happy, and all would be well.

It just doesn't work that way.

Depression is a disease. People don't tell someone with cancer that they should just "be well", do they? Or to shake off a broken bone?

hug

You are doing SO MUCH right now. I do hope you find a therapist. You're too busy NOT to! Too much riding on you... too much on your plate... too much to deal with alone!

Take care of You...