I am not sure where to put this so I put it here. Please move if in wrong place.......

AJ is devestated... His best friend from high school committed suicide this past week.. Is a shock to everyone...His friend "Matt" had a fight with his girlfriend and I won't go in to details here, he just up and committed suicide..

AJ is not dealing with this at all... He is a wreck...He does not know what to do and I don't know what to do to help AJ.. AJ has mixed feelings. Anger... and devestated...I hope we all get through this.. Because I loved Matt too........I am worried about AJ tho.... They introduced each other always as "this is AJ, my brother" or "this is Matt, my little brother"...

Matt was just here when we had the snow storm... He calls me mom, his second mom.. He has the greatest smile. And he smiled always...He was a great person...No warning whatsoever that anything like would happen..He always had it together, it seemed.......OH GOD! Matt, why? why? YOU had so much to live for. tears

This is so hard to deal with.....and even harder for AJ..........Matt's family is devestated....... Everyone is a mess just trying to find a way to deal with this