My doc just confirmed today that I have chronic fatigue (have had since I was 17) that has been "retriggered" by stress.

I feel like I am back at ground zero, living with parents somewhere I don't want to be. I am very lonely, now worried about how I am going to dig out of the depression, anxiety, illness, and live alone. I feel very freaked out, overwhelmed, scared, every possible emotion in the book. I don't know how I am going to take care of myself.