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Apr 05, 2010, 11:21 PM
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Member Since: Mar 2009
Location: So Cal
Posts: 3,342
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I know.
It plays and plays...over and over, every hour. I hear every insult, feel every slap and snap of the belt. Feel the way they look at me as if they wanted to kill me or as if I disgusted them. It's every minute. I don't even actively think about it. It just is...like breathing...it just happens intrinsically. It's a loop that never stops.
Never has. Will it ever?
I'm sorry it is this way for you too. 
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