Maybe nothing is wrong with YOU solarwind. I have known some people to go through 10-20 Ts before they find one they can work with. It doesn't mean there's anything wrong with you, and it doesn't necessarily mean there's anything wrong with T (unless she lied to you) but just that you and her aren't a good fit. The therapy process is intricate and delicate and you really have to find someone you can mesh with. SOme clients find that they can easily adapt their personality to fit just about any T and work well with them but others find that they have a strong personality and it's hard to find the right T. It doesn't make you bad or flawed. It makes you HUMAN. It's a tough process. Be thankful you're in a city that has a ton of Ts as you say. I'm sure you want to just find someone and move along to some healing but hang on and be patient and take it one step at a time. Keep on calling until you do find someone you can work with. I know he/she is out there. It's just a matter of finding him/her. I wish you luck and keep us posted. Take care!!