i totally understand.. up until two days ago I was going through the same thing. day in and day out (even on meds) I was just going through the motions... if I could have I wouldnt have left the house except to take the kids to school. But my husband makes me go to work every day. we have bills and depend on my income as well as his to pay them. But with me, it passed like all my moods do. The important thing I did was talk to someone. Find a therapist if at all possible. And know your not alone!!