Melbadaze,

I empathise with you. I can't talk about my feelings for my t with anybody except my husband. . .and even with him. . . I try not to talk about her. . .because if i say i am sad that i am missing a session, he says "Oh, you'll do fine. Just don't think about it." or some such thing.

My h doesn't like me talking about missing hmy t or feeling attached to her because he doesn't think i should feel that way. . .saying, "She's just like any other professional I'd see, a tool, not a friend or someone to get attached to". . .etc. So that leaves it locked inside me, or i talk about it here on PC.