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Alter sharing and it hurts like H . E. double hockey sticks. For almost a whole year we have not been able to apply for a job with out one of the shadow players trying to hurt the body one way or the other. After the way that those that befriended us at church on Easter Sunday. We went to bed thinking we would start to apply for a job again. Last night was full of night mares. The shadow one shared with us why we should not get another job and to say that we have an inch of this body that does not hurt from memoirs of past abuse would be a lie. I don’t know which I should be grateful for that she did not wait until I tried to apply for jobs to hurt the body again or that she was finely willing to share why she went to such lengths to keep us from being hurt again.
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We saw a friend at the store this morning and she asked us how we are doing because we were walking slowly and our skin was pale. We Told her the truth that last night we found out why one of us kept us from getting another job. It seems that some old co-workers when they could not get us to quite from the regular hazing had no mind in roughing us up a bit. Just enough to make us fear more abuse. Now we known about these situation but the Shadow player was/is the one to hold the pain from these situation. I guess the last job we had those co-workers were the last straw for her. Not that I blame her now that she has shared with all of us. We can totally understand her point of view.
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The person that we talked to looked sad when we told her this but she did tell us a joke.
“You know the Quaker saying? The one that goes like this, Even Thee, and thou are quire, And thie are just a little quire.” So each of us are different in our own way. But to those that choose not to accept each others different. They be the quires of them all.
We laughed at that one and said amen. Now to help this one to heal so that we may all heal from the pain that she has carried for us.
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Ahh well just needed to share with some thanks for being here.
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Sometimes the only way to find freedom is to fight for it, even unto death! Because no form of abuse transcends pass it! To live free and with hope is still the greatest gift of life!- anderson .gif "Boy Angel")
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