Hi dear ones,
I just wanted to let you know where I am at...well, more to the point I wanted it down in writing for prosperity reasons, just in case this is an isolated phase!!
Our very depressed host has been away for some time now, since before xmas, and the 2IC has gone completely awol and we don't know where. But over the last week, us three main energies have actually done a great deal of work internally for the first time co-operatively and the rewards have been huge. In one of our discussions, Jenni had an epiphany that the other two of us can see as probable. So we wanted to ask you, our trusted friends in arms, to see if you too have a similar scenario in your system.
We found, after some initial searching, that most of our energies can be matched to be polar opposites of each other. For instance, my polar opposite is Riley, who is one of the main energies running the show at the moment with me and Jenni, and Riley is sarcastic, defensive and short-tempered. I'm funny (well, I think!

), open, and it takes a bit to get me upset. Jenni's polar opposite is a fragment, or not a full energy because she doesn't really have any thoughts or desires or whatever, but is nonetheless very there, her name is Jedda and Jedda tends to be Jenni's anger if that makes sense. Then there are other pairings that came to light. We had never seen this in ourselves before but when we looked at our individual personality and task oriented strengths and weaknesses, we found this correlation to be true for us. We were wondering if any of you have a similar notion of yourselves?
Anyway, since we three are finally accepting of each others faults and weaknesses and are getting along, we have also started experiencing current time openly to create new memories for us all to share instead of blacking out and life has actually started to make sense. We by no means are thinking of integrating, we just want co-operation! And so far, no one has had a hissie, and those that aren't in our 'front tribe' will need to prove themselves worthy of the trust the other three of us has had to earn between ourselves.
I've been wondering if thats why the 2IC left, to force us to work some things out. If thats the case, I wish she'd have warned us! Yet the timing couldn't be better with new baby's arrival due in 5 short weeks. The host and the 2IC birthed the other two bubbies, but the three of us are prepared now for the task if they don't return in time. Wish us luck!!
Thanks for listening and as always, your feedback is extremely valued.
Hoping all is well in your world,

kp