I wish both of your posts would help. but she is getting to be so strong. I don't know what is going to happen next. I don't like this at all. And I fear that she will want SI again, and do it in a different mannor. She has been plotting. all I can say is I HATE THIS! I hate being up so late the night before and having the SI happen. I can't take this anymore.

On another side, my head hurts from all the yelling inside. and I have to fake it again when I'm around people which could be any minute now.