I miss you guys. I'm just feeling weird and not posting or reading much, but I feel bad about that too because I've gotten so much support here and I want to give some of that back.

It's almost like after my overdose and the huge emotional storm of the week afterwards, I'm kind of emotionally shut down right now. I don't know. I'm still seeing T once a week and we are doing skills training stuff so I'm not really having "therapy".

I've also been off of cymbalta (a SNRI) since Fri, just can't seem to get the pharmacy and prescriber's office to communicate w/each other to get a refill authorized. So I'm going through some nasty withdrawals and feeling pretty sick from that.

Anyway, I just wanted to pop my head in and say I'm still around and I'll be back posting more often soon I hope.