(((((MUE))))) I hope things get better for you. Boy, do I understand not being able to participate. I am going thru the same, weird thing with coming to the board.
Seeing T 3x in the week sounds like a good thing and making the effort to get the support and caring you need is good self-care and I am PROUD of you!
I am on an off the board here and am having some kind of weird thing that it looks like all of the little smilies are in different places than they were before. I think it is just my imagination. Uh, did they move the smilies around???