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Old Apr 06, 2010, 10:09 PM
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I had an incredibly hard day today. I just don't understand why I have been such an idiot. I went through an incredibly hard divorce last year. It literally almost killed me. I actually cut my wrists back in May last year because I hit rock bottom. I get to the end of my divorce and I ended up finding my 1st husband and get back together with him. He has also done nothing but destroy me too. I don't understand why I allow men to hurt me the way that I have. I don't understand why I am such an idiot and let men walk all over me. I don't understand why I let them do what ever and I always take them back. These two men that I allowed to have my heart have done nothing but hurt me over and over for the past 18 years. Why am I such an idiot????