Severing a bond like that is always initially devastating and Im sorry you have to go through it... But it couldn't have been right. I like to think things happen for a reason. This just means that there is something even /better/ out there for ya.

Don't give up on it. It will hurt now, but with time and determination, you'll heal and begin to see the beauty in life again. For now - let it all out. But work on moving on as well. You don't even necessarily have to cut off ties. But if you think it would benefit, perhaps keep some space from him these days until it gets better in general. ((Which it will)). Try doing something you love and stay distracted for a bit. Sometimes the brightest opportunities unfold when we least expect them, but deep down need them most.

Keep your chin up. The fact that you're able to forgive proves that you are obviously an incredibly strong person! <333