I am missing 2 weeks of therapy, maybe 3. I'm just starting to become curious about my new T, and maybe I'm missing her a little. But I mostly miss the therapy, not her. That's so strange for me! Is it because I still have the feelings for my former T? My new one does not seem like my T yet.

I don't have a clear picture of her in my mind yet. Maybe because I close my eyes so much! But I'm starting to see her more as a person. I just don't know her yet. Time will tell if this kind of therapy will keep me from having strong feelings about her or not. I don't think it will. It just seems weird that I don't miss her so much. She's still a stranger to me, though I feel comfortable with her. Did it take time to think of your T as a "real person"?