I hate to be the one who says what alot of people are thinking...you have every reason to be afraid of driving...a little touch of fear in every driver is a good sign...you're not talking about taking a stroll your talking about driving a car...you say the last time you drove you blanked out and were scared...that is not good...you can't feel that much fear and be a safe driver...but then somewhere inside you there must be that confident person who can and will drive...just by admitting that fear here and to yourself is a big step forward...you've been taking baby steps since you first posted this...try sitting in a car behind the wheel without turning it on or doing anything but looking at the controls the steering wheel the brakes the gas the mirrors all of these things are your friends...just sit there and feel the fear taste it let it envelope you dont try to run from it the fear is your friend and you can handle it...just like you handled writting about it here...just have patience with yourself and Im sure you'll do fine...good luck...