Wow! That is amazingly written! I instantly felt what you wrote as it was so descriptive. I'm sorry you are in so much pain, but at least you are able to put to good use with such beautiful prose. I hope that doesn't sound dismissive - I don't intend it to dismiss your pain. I just find that I write such beautiful & poigniant (sp?) things when I feel half dead inside. Indeed it's the only time I can write poetry

Beautiful stuff

*Willow*