feary, I just wanted to say that you have the strength to get through this. What makes me believe that is that you got out of an abusive situation. I had an aunt who never did and it killed her but you were stronger than that. It's that kind of strength that's going to get you through this. It's that kind of strength that makes you vital for your children.

Things will change for you as they change for everyone. This has to be the bottom right? So it can only get better.

Cyran0