Sometimes it's just the matter of finding the right professional...I even had one who made me feel so bad about what I was doing with my life that I almost ended it. It took me a while before I found the right help that I needed and she (my T) was the one who told me about this site. It has really helped...seeing her and talking with people here on PC...

Don't give up...keep looking...there are good therapists out there....

And until then there is always PC...