I understand how those things are. I've had anxiety all my life, but since the last two years, it has become worse. I now get panic attacks all the time for the littlest reasons. I like being alone most of the time because people stress me out, and it gives me anxiety. I've dissasociated myself from many people. I'm sorry you are going through this also. Try to find an outlet to rid your stress, and usually the anxiety will go also. I hope you can get better soon.