I've been suffering from depression for a while. Nothing that I've tried to do has helped. I feel worthless a lot of times. I feel like starving myself or dying sometimes. I feel like lying on the floor and not talking to anyone. I've become pretty antisocial. The only person I can really talk to is my boyfriend that I've been with for over a year. I can get myself to reach out to people, but it makes me so nervous. I only have a few friends left, and even they are uninteresting now. I just don't know what to do. I used to enjoy doing so many things, I used to be constructive. USED to be.