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We have been sad and alone because the ones that we trusted took the word of someone that had a Ph.D. after his name. This person was only out to get a story about how a person with DID/MPD could not recover and he was right with his wonderful help and tutoring those around us to use our triggers to prevent us from healing. Did make our healing take longer then it should have. The odd part is that his family goes to the church That has accepted us. Maybe not all of them but enough people in the church saw my/ our pain and did choose to help us to feel safe. The people that make comments about our invisible friends are his family and close friends.
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Last Sunday, we were all prepared for them to jump us with all the patronizing crap that they have given us this past year. It has always been the pastor and a couple of others that have made them give us safe space they may have not been able to silence their tongue but just the fact that they kept them physically away from us meant a lot to us even to Shadow. On this day we had a breakfast gathering and the women that have issues with us said their words but when our friends arrived it was like the sun shinning in. We sat with these people and talked they finely asked us why we (the ones there) were so afraid of them we told them a story about a time that our bio father took us to the bank and we saw a man with enough power get his money without photo idea. We left it un said but this man was one of my fathers customers. It was at that time we realized that no matter what we said no one would protect us. This was before we were taken from him.
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These men and women did not really say any thing but they let us know that at that time they would protect us. I guess it started a chain reaction because now more of the ones we trusted before are starting to come and sit besides us and let us get to know them again for who they really are instead of the BS that the PH.D. person told them to separate us. It is sad that a person can have that much control and not see the harm that he has caused. But the cool part is that the others are starting to realize our memoir is not based on our location or what we are doing. We truly have a group memoir that is growing with each alter that is being allowed to heal and become a part of the whole. We have been sounding off about all the bad stuff. We wanted you to know why it has been so hard for us to leave. These people that were helping us before are those that under normal circumstance do choose to feed their White Wolf. But because of the stories told to them and the fact that they naively fallowed the words and lies of one who does not believe in DID/MPD. It not only almost destroy me but my sons life to. If this continues like this then my prayers that we have an equal but opposite life form that abusive times just may happen. WE say the prayer for all those here to.
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Sometimes the only way to find freedom is to fight for it, even unto death! Because no form of abuse transcends pass it! To live free and with hope is still the greatest gift of life!- anderson .gif "Boy Angel")
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