Hello, this is my first time posting in this forum. I'm 18 by the way.
This month I've had 2 very vivid and upsetting dreams. The kind that stay in your mind for the rest of the day.

In the first, I dreamt I'd had a baby and I held her in my arms, and I felt immense joy when I looked at her. But then she died. And the rest of my dream revolved around me sobbing inconsolably. When I woke up, I felt incredibly sad and started crying, and couldn't shake the realness of the dream for the rest of the day. Reflecting on the dream, my baby could have been me as a baby.

Then last night I dreamt I was pregnant - and again, felt immense happiness and joy. Then by the end of the dream I panicked and wanted the baby to die. Again, I woke up feeling incredibly sad.

Any thoughts? These kind of themes seem significant.
Thanks for reading