Hey, I lost months due to dissociation too and am baffled by some of the things that trigger me ... like being in a grocery store & seeing a PF Chang appetizer, I go right back to when I was friends with the the work cohorts, went to lunch with them at PF Chang, who ultimately ensured my rough time would become unendurable and whose actions are I think largely responsible for the fact that I'm now on SSDI and long-term disability through by employers. But I think I am gradually getting a little better and that there may be some hope longterm. Best to you. Celli