I can totally relate - yesterday I positively felt numb. For me it was weird, but an up from always feeling down. As I woke up this morning I could just feel the anxiety well up in me. I was incredibly snappy at my boyfriend while getting ready for work. And demanding emotionally as well. Needless to say, if one comes with that kind of the attitude, the last thing your partner is going to do is be emotional. So this just left me feeling terribly lonely.
But off to work I went, to sit in my corner with my iPod and this site to try zone out and feel a bit more stable.

It is "frustrating" - right now that feels like the most correct word. You know you are acting out of character, yet cannot control yourself, you want to run away, yet want attention and interaction