Belle - since it hasn't been to long since this happened to you, I think it's normal for these feelings to surface again. It's just your mind trying to work through your feelings. It happens to me - in fact it happening lately especially since I have to live with him. I feel very angry and I've already told him - if he were to (God forbid) die - I would punch her lights out, right in the funeral home. Probably this will get edited.

This bad stage will pass and it might take getting angry. Does he live in your old house?