I had a really bad night, barely slept, and today I feel like the weight of the world is on me. I feel heavy, all I want to do is sleep today, and my mood is just so negative.

I guess I'm still depressed about my mom very much. I really don't know why I'm so depressed. I woke up feeling like crap and nothing I do eases it. I know I'm posting a lot but I feel the need to post to figure some things out. As long as I see it written, I can figure stuff out...I don't know.