(((((ozzie)))))

I'm just so mad at myself. 10 months down the frickin drain. I'm SO deep in my recovery and am constantly trying to learn more so it's hard for me to understand WHY I chose to do meth instead of finding another coping skill for my depression.

Just goes to show anyone can relapse if they are not careful. You gotta change your people, places, and things. You gotta find something positive to take place of the negative or you're going to relapse. Although I'm upset with myself right now, I know I'll learn something from it and may be able to help another addict from it.