Grey,

I think it is wonderful that you share such an open relationship with your mother and that you can confide and share your inner most thoughts and feelings.
Also, I am glad that you have quit drinking, I think you will start to see some relief in the days, weeks and months ahead.

I wanted to remind you.....and beleive me, I hate to be reminded of this myself but..............Your no spring chicken

I cant do things like I did in my late teens and early 20's. Remember, as our bodies get older they react differently.

Didnt mean to offend