Swallowed,
SophiaG is Right!!!! But besides that I have a few more things to add. I am a college student. At first I could not do what I wanted, and I had to take a different path than what I wanted, I have changed majors 3 TIMES. I have about 3 years left. If you don't know what you want to do, Go take an English class, Or Math or just some class that you might enjoy. Or take a Fitness class. OR BOTH!!! Just Do something for yourself. IT HELPS!!!!!!

I too speak to someone who is in my head, I have been suspended from college beacuse of the wrong medication, I have had Major Depressive Disorder for 4.5 years and just recently it changed to Major Depressive Disorder with Psychotic Features, and GAD. I've been through a hard road.

I took a 1.5 years off from College to Get Professional Help. And Now I get to go back. I reapplyed to the same school and Got in.

It is possible to live with Depression or any mental illness and still have a healthy life. But first you have to get professional help, and take care of yourself. EVEN if you do not feel like it.

Things do improve, They have for me, They WILL FOR YOU!!! Just get some Professioanl help, and even if it takes 12 medications, DO NOT GIVE UP!!! There are things out ther that are worth living for!!! Find something. If you need to PM Me any time, and I am more than willing to talk to you. (I and others have found my signature helpful, Print it off if you need to.)