I have a suggestion. . .how about I just shut the hell up and won't ask anything else on here? Maybe that'd work for everybody? I'm sorry I ever even posed this question, I'm sorry I OBVIOULSY posed it in the wrong way, I'm sorry I was too damn INSECURE to talk about what I was doing b/c I thought I was some kind of FREAK. I'm sorry it upset everyone so much. I'm sorry I can't be real on here. .ESPECIALLY if that means being timid and scared. I'm sorry I have to prove that I'm a cutter, a survivor, and legitimately screwed up before I can ask anything. So I tell you what. . .IT WONT HAPPEN AGAIN!!!