(((((Lexicon)))))

Hi Lexicon and Everyone,

It feels like no one cares when we're having a hard time. It's an automatic thing that just happens.

Aren't support forums really only for those that have other intact support besides this so when we're misunderstood here we're not misunderstood by everyone in our world?

Support forums are only healthy for those who don't need the support as much and for those who have less need of support and can post light-hearted jokes - behind another keyboard there's someone in despair that has no one to go to that understands their diliemmas.

Then you can be left there, just thrown out on the screen the deepest painful event and others ignore or give advice that doesn't apply at all- and you feel so unsupported. Not only that- there isn't any where else to go for support so you just sit and cry, thinking that no one cares or wants you around at all.
What can you do? You can't lift yourself up enough to post support others because it feels so so bad inside.

It's easy to also compare our life with others and think ,' why do i have all these problems that are so painful and unsolveable- am i getting what i deserve? ' Our situations are so unequal that even just that alone causes pain.

i don't know what to do - i really need friends and want to be a friend but it's so hard to have all the pain when people don't care equally and write me off because they can't understand or identify.

Thank you Doc John and everyone here, it's a good place but i only wish it wasn't so painful to come. Maybe there's no way that people can care that is equal to our need.

kerria