How are you doing today? You know I'm just trying to be straight with you, right? If you want to see your bloodwork results, just ask for a copy. The office staff can pull it and make a copy for you. You don't even have to ask pdoc for it. My pdoc doesn't physically show me or hand me a copy of my bloodwork either. He just tells me whether it's in range or not. He's not hiding anything.

Is this coming from your own concerns that you might be "faking" it? I think we all go through phases when we question whether this is really happening to us or not. "Could this possibly be real?" goes through my mind from time to time. That's normal.