DON'T read if you're feeling sensitive.

Not sure where to post this. This might TRIGGER someone so don't read if you feel vulnerable.

I just found out that there are Forums where you can only go by INVITATION only. This makes me cry. It reminds me of being really little and told I couldn't go to a birthday party for a classmate because I didn't have "nice clothes". It wasn't like a five year old can go out and but their own clothes. I felt so alone. This triggered me to go back to that whole thing. Just want people to know there's a reason I don't like most people. Meaness. Unfeeling. Cruel.