Hey everyone,

Thanks for the thoughts for today. As some of you may know i went for a meeting with the low-income apartment people. I was under the impression that they had an apartment for me, but they wanted me to move to a different town that i could get an apartment for the same rent. Well with no car and knowing no one i can't do that. So am on the waiting list once again for an apartment. I guess it's not so bad...4 or 5 on the list.

The thing is that i need to get out of where am living now. It has served it's purpose. My dad and step-mom have been nice and supportive but thought being out on my own now was the right thing and steps to improve my mental health. I don't know how I feel right now. I guess I shouldn't be so down because there are people out there with no home right?

I knew I shoudn't have gotten my hopes up. It never fails to have them pushed away when I do that. I tried so hard not to get them up, but was excited and looking forward to getting the chance to be on my own and have my own rules and worry about only myself and be able to do what i want to do when i want to do them. I don't know, am probably overreacting....sorry. Guess I just thought maybe some more positive things were going to happen in my life. Guess not.

Well, thanks again everyone. take care of yourself.
Hugs,
Jen