((( wepow )))

I read a book from childhood yesterday, A Wrinkle in Time, it was one of my favorites. I could not get through a single page without welling up with emotion. It was a complicated read for me, and because it had been quite a while since I had read it, many of the information was new as I went along.

I often notice things that aren't new, and wonder how we managed to miss them all this time.

They're new for me. And me is the only perspective I've got. And that's enough as it is.

I think you are right to just be in IT right now. With all it's ups and downs.

Being able to communicate consciously with my other parts is all still new for me, but I already miss them when they are in "hiding", so I can only imagine after a life time that the desire to communicate directly would be a hard "habit to break" as T seemed to put it.

I wish I was in a better place so that I could make better sense of these thoughts for you, but I hope that you do not feel so alone as to think that you are not loved, as you are now, as you were then, as you will be and as you always were. We may have to climb it "alone", but we are not the only ones climbing.

Love.