Thank you everyone who was in chat with me tonight. I was booted out again and decided to just maybe try and sleep. I don't know if I can or what. I just can't wait till the effects of this med wear off. Why do I do this when I always feel this way?! Anyway, I love to be in chat. I wish the chat room was for real. I so need a life. I imagine that I will spend my first night at a hospital on a psych unit soon. I don't want to go to work on Monday. I just want to see my T that night. I wish.