Hi My name is avoice. I suffer with back pain everyday. Nowbody understands unless they have actually been there. I'm talking secious acute pain mine feels like a monster evil. I just want to be able to management it to my right level and move on I know it will always be there because of what I did to myself. Oh I carry that guilt over my shoulder every day there's no macking peace with this. Jumping out of the truck was so stupid I will never forgive myself.