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Old Apr 10, 2010, 10:37 AM
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((((KP))))

Thank you for sharing. I am so proud of you all for the work you are doing and for the co-operation now beginning to take place. I know for us the co-operation has made it possible for us to collaberate and to set up a safety within that was so needed and so that I do not feel so alone in all this. As for the ones that seem to have stepped out, they will come back when it is time and when they feel safe enough to do so.

For me I have had those within that stepped away for a long time due to fear and to not being accepted from the outside. They felt threatened and went deep within for safety. They have just now come back when things have settled down and a safety returned for them and they are learning to trust again or maybe really for the first time. It is slow with them but they have stepped back out. In time you will understand more.

As far as polar opposits I am nt sure. I know that there are complete opposites within but are they opposites I do not know. I know there are off breaks or off chutes within though I am unsure yet of all they are or are not. I know that Dark and Death were together and not really oposites for when Dark could not go on with all she held Death stepped in to hold that feeling of wanting to die. She and Dark were very important in that they hold some of the deepest hurts and thoughts.

But when I look at Victoria, she is strong and does not feel. She knows our system and she seems to be the one that knows when I am ready to get anothers memories and can be the one to be sure we are safe. Kathleen carries our laughter and she seems to not have as many feelings known to me yet. She loves to play sports and to be that part of me that has fun. So I do not know if they are polar opposites but they definately have different feelings and the ability to do different things.

I do not know if I have said anything to what you are asking, and I am sorry if I am not anywhere on the right track. All I know is I am really glad you have this new awareness and are co-operating within your self. The work you are doing is fenominal and what you have accomplished is wonderful. It takes a lot to come together and to trust. Sometimes that is the major task when everyone holds so much and no one learned to trust one another for we could never trust in ourselves.

Thank you for sharing and I look forward to hearing more. Know that we care and are here for you. We will be thinking of you all and keeping you in our prayers for the arrival of the new baby. Sending gentle hugs and loving thoughts. Always.

dps
Thanks for this!
anderson, Hunny, krazy_phoenix